Need someone to judge this poem?

Where to start? I guess I'll open my heart. It hurts to be apart. I want you back today. There's just no way. No money I could pay. Please baby come home and stay. I'm just so alone. You won't even call my phone. Please just throw me a bone. Hold my hand. I'm your biggest fan. I have a plan. Come home tomorrow. Being apart is my greatest sorrow. I'm lost without you. There's nothing I won't do. I want to cry. That's a lie I want to die. Come back now! I'll show you how. I've sang you songs and done many wrongs. You tear me down then come back around. There's so much to express with all this stress. I miss you more than you will ever know. More than I could ever show. So much I could just explode. With no end like a winding road. I want to quit. There's too much bullshit. I'm in a fit. Its mass affection with no direction. No rhyme no reason. Like its hurting season. Its just too much to yearn for your touch. I don't know what to do! Can't you see I need you!